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Today I give thanks and honour to my friends, readers followers, of whom without you I truly would not be here and I mean this literally.  – Steven Alexander

This blog is not a side which many will see, will know of me, and I am sure would be shocked, but I share with you in my quest for mental-freedom whatever that looks like, so somehow I can inspire others and hold them up.

There are times when things just overwhelm me, and my mind and spirit just struggle to cope. I can have amazing days, o.k days, good days, but it can take just a word, or a message or just the tiniest thing to flip this emotion.

I seek breakthrough strategies that I can pass on and share to strengthen others, just as others  have lifted  me this month.

It is as though those who felt they were alone ,are being brought together, connected, to share, to relate, to just be with another…not to say I understand, not to say “what you need to do is” not to add to the burdens of life, but instead to metaphorically stand with.. alongside.

I have been building some foundations and my journey has taken some twists and turns but by grace I am being refined and shaped and brought back here as my place of retreat rest and sanctuary.

I feel like this blog, where I started my journey as a “Dads Diary” has become so much more. This is my virtual “safe room” that “cell” than rather confines me in a bad way like other cells,  this one I can just be me.. I can cry, I can do business, I can go back, move forward without white noise.

So I am seeking breakthroughs today and putting them on my mental vision board.

I have a house situation… I’m seeking a house.

Still fighting to keep the wolf from the door – finances

Trying to reach my intention point and seeking alignment #law of attraction.

Continue to fight-  depression, oppression, slander, bullying, jealous folk, scoffers.

Jamie Rohrbaugh, has been a huge inspiration to me. She has a wealth of resources and experiences. Coming from a christian perspective she shares how she has battled and now helps others including areas of depression and poverty. Thank you Jamie. 

There are so many of you I could name on here so from the bottom of heart thank you for all you are and what you do. 

If you are in need of break through today whatever it is I am thinking of you. If you want to get in touch and need some one, please do drop me a line.

Thank you for reading.

Steven Alexander

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Welcome to my blog,

Are you a betting person?

At work we do many things to entertain ourselves to help the day go through. One of these is “bet by CHOCOLATE” so in any normal way you would make a bet, the cost is a chocolate bar. I love this game, I love chocolate and I only bet on dead cert. So I make many bets it’s cost me a few chocolate bars:(

I am a dreamer. This is a nice place to go to, to escape, to imagine, and I have lots of ideas currently how to make money or what I’m going to do with my life but when it comes down to it I sometimes struggle to achieve these. You can see my mission to help others and myself be financially free, I am building the site up, please do visit >>>>>>>>FED UP OF BEING POOR <<<<<<<<<<check it out 

I then get disappointed that I don’t achieve these.. so i have to work even harder yet carry on dreaming.

I admit the reason I don’t achieve these sometimes s because of fear. FEAR I won’t achieve, fear I’m not good enough, fear I don’t have what it takes and so the list continues….

Now what if I could get over these boundaries,- the endless possibilities could wait for me,

Some may fail.. But what if!..  .what if they don’t!- I say let’s be more “what if people!”

Walt Disney had a dream of a large resort a playground of fun, imagination and all that it is today.

Walt Disney died before it was completed. In recognition of Walt a spokesperson happened to mention how sad he was that Walt wasn’t around to see it. His wife who heard this said.. He did. He saw all of this.

Walt Disney is… said to have said.. “if you can dream it, you can achieve it.”

Now I’m no Walt Disney but what if what he said was true, is true?

This year I’ve set myself a challenge to tackle fear, and to do things even if they scare me.

I’m scared of needles and blood- so I give blood.

I’m scared I can never achieve my writing dream… I’m now  writing poetry, children’s stories, and have titles to work on.

I’ve wanted to work for myself but never thought I could… I’m now reading books on business, Watching tutorial videos….and planning businesses and concepts..

What is it inside some of us that strives to succeed?  I wonder what the cost and sacrifice is and is it worth it? Are they happy? How focused are they?

I think for me it would be sad to be on my deathbed with regrets that I didn’t even try.

It’s possible that I will continue to lose chocolate bars. It’s possible I will continue to play the lottery on occasion and not win. It’s possible I may dream but some may never become real.

how do you make your dreams come true?

Have you come across  “The Law of attraction” 

I look into this further on my  Resource Page “Throne Room”

It’s possible one day that I will win and my dreams may become a reality!

Here are some suggestions I am trying – Thanks Katie Morton

  1. What’s your dream?
  2. Decide and believe.
  3. Release fear.
  4. Take action!
  5. Love yourself.
  6. Use other’s success as inspiration.
  7. View mistakes as lessons, not an excuse to give up.
  8. Value tiny decisions. The decision to get up early every morning is a momentous one.
  9. Don’t let bad habits win.
  10. Believe the Universe is friendly.

Here’s to the dreamers……

Thanks for reading,

propic (2)  Steven Alexander.

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